hey rabbs, i'm glad that we are all here for you. i'm glad you didn't have to keep everything to yourself girl!
friends whom we share emotions, problems and joy with are so hard to find today.

i find myself being very cynical. i see people having motives when they talk to me. on the other hand, i dont want people to think that way about me. so i was very careful when i tread around them. thinking if my actions will make them feel like i'm using them.

also, lack of confidence. i sometimes think i have no opinions at all. especially when it comes to clothes and fashion. ask me which pair of slippers i would prefer and i will stay rooted on the spot thinking of what to say for ages. seriously, the reason is: i dont know a.k.a both look the same to me. there's something i'm afraid of, going against the majority. what if my answers are different than urs? what if u take my 'advice' and buy the thing that you might not like? i think i have some sort of innate phobia of saying anything is ok... because i tend to get reprimanded by those words. hais.  i'm very happy that people ask me about these stuff. It shows they are taking into consideration of what i think. BUT, i'm just too useless to give a decent answer. yay, cos i'm an otaku. haha

for a girl, i think i lack emotions. i'm not sensitive, even to my own feelings. there are VERY FEW times when i feel VERY happy or VERY sad, or just brooding. i feel very neutral most of the time. i dont even remember things impt to me. i'm just living life as it is, keeping nth memorable and waiting for a corporate life, have children and die in the end.  
what i think is myself now is that i'm very empty... and quite pathetic.

 

i'm in pain sia.
and camp next mon. :'(
PLUS, need to go nus by 7.30 am. F***?

heyy people. i havent been blogging soon lately n wad sparked me t blog is this vid about public restrooms in youtube. one thing leads to another and i got reminded of A REALLY DISUSTING THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME a few months ago.
 

i  was using the toilet in century sq. yea, innocent toilet user who doesnt know what's gonna befall on her.

AND SUDDENLY, i felt sprinkles of water on my left foot. YES YUCK. and i consoled myself thinking 'oh it's alright, might be somebody using those little taps beside the toilet seat.'
you know those toilets sometimes have taps... for i-dunno-why.

ANYWAY, i got done w myself and went to the other cubicle.

F***.

no taps.

only a puddle of water in the center.

THAT MEANS that the 'sprinkles' i felt were pee. A STRANGER'S PEE.




!@#$%^&*
 IT'S DAMN DISGUSTING. I grabbed some tissues and WASHED my left foot with soap.

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE AIM when they're gg toilets. if u suck at aiming, try not to sprinkle your stuff on people's legs.

太好了

明天没有做工～！

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